| Apr. 19th, 2005 @ 11:16 pm (no subject) |
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| i dont get why awesome girls go gor asshole boys and on top of that why do they fall apart when they realize that the boy is an asshole. i hate the fact that boys take a wonderful girl and then walk all over her and then toss her aside. what makes me even more upset is that i used to be one of these boys im talkin about. the fact that as im talkin about these boys i am being hypocritical ive never been ashamed of anything in my life until now and i hate myself for who i was. i wish i could take it all back and have it never happen but i cant. i hate the fact that the bad guy always win when it comes to girls and the girls are never the same after they have been hurt so bad. i dotn want you to thhink that you are hurting me beacause its nto true and im not hurt im just frustrated how someone can treat you so badly and hurt you so bad. i hate the fact that i sound like a little bitch right now but i needed to say this cuz its been on my mind for awhile and its making me feel like shit. i know that you arent ready for anything to happen but i jsut wish we could have met before all it happened with that ass. dont take this as me wanting something to happen because i honestly dont want to try it if i know its destined to fail before it even starts i wnat us both to be ready for it to happen and i hate the fact that im pretty sure that its not going to happen or at least not with me and you. so there is my little bitch moment for the week and i kinda hope that you dont read this cuz im pretty sure it will make things wierd but oh well what the hell |
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